Bad decisions

When I decided opening
the Heaven’s doors
I traveled long,
outside  I gone
but I could not…
The doors can only be opened
from the Heaven side.
Easy, I thought, I only need to die…
but the Hell is the fate
if you commit suicide…
Now, when your love got me out…
Now, when I am in the desired side…
I want to change my decision about…
Everyone may find in their ride...

The way can be narrow or wide,
the key is nothing or all
You must grow up and to bide
is not a sacrifice... at all